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[lainiefig]

My ATLoft clothes arrived today. I was very happy until I tried them on and realize none of them quite fit because I'm so FAT. I can get them all on but all are snug--especially the jeans. What's sad is I ordered those jeans a size bigger than I was wearing last fall and they still aren't big enough. I knew I'd gained some weight, but didn't realize I was up 2 jean sizes! And no, it isn't Aunt Flow--she's not expected for another 6 weeks, at least, on my 3-month pill pack.

I'm starting to wonder whether BFL is right for me. Maybe I need to de-lard a more traditional way first, then use BFL to muscle up. I don't know.

I'm feeling rather down and unattractive. Then I read this article today: http://www.nydailynews.com/lifestyl...s_hot__hes_not_theres_better_sho.html?ref=rss

I'm pretty sure when I got married I was the hot one of the couple, but not since I packed on all the pounds with babies and stuff. And I haven't had a baby in over 2 1/2 years so that excuse doesn't work (or as my old stepdaddy would say, "That dog don't hunt." *sigh*

[font face="comic sans ms" font color=purple]***Lainie***
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[JT]

Sorry for getting my personals messed up. My cat, Seville, just threw over my pc just now. He likes to freak his mommy out.

Tonight is CF, 4DS was good last night, tired nad burnt out but feel I must do this workout before Amy (Bento).
Leanne-Have fun working out with Amy. She emailed me and was quite nice. I thnk ACS2 will be easier once I do it the 2nd or 3rd time.

It's snowing here...

time to workout.