I wouldn't normally do this....

gwd

Cathlete
but it's been a very trying few days and this board has been a wonderful place to seek refuge in and take my mind, temporarily anyway, away from the troubles at the farm.

We have a pony who's chances of survival are not good. We're giving her a 30% chance at this point. Without going into a lot of detail she's developed an auto-immune disorder in response to an infection that she acquired about a month ago. This is a genetic predisposition so, at least, we don't have to worry about contagion. She suffered a stroke on Saturday and it took three of us about 45 minutes (one painfully small step at a time) to get her into a stall from the field. She was stable Saturday night (we were worried her kidneys had stopped functioning but I did find urine on Sunday, thank goodness).

She was holding her own Sunday and continued to improve with fluids and massive amounts of steroidal anti-inflammatories. Well, at 8:30 last night, while I was medicating her, she dropped and had a 90 second seizure. At least I knew what it was instantly (having seen it before) so I could get out of the stall fast enough. I actually had to jump over her as she was between me and the door. She did come out of it on her own and did get back to her feet, although that was the scariest part of it. We think she had a reaction to the penicillin that I was in the process of administering but we're just not sure at this point.

Unfortunately, there's nothing more we can do for her. At this point it's all up to her whether she wants to fight or not. We're okay with whatever decision she wants to make. However, we will not force her to live if she is going to be severly compromised and cannot lead a comfortable life.

I guess I'm just asking you all to keep her in your prayers and your hearts. I figured, with all of the support I've come to find on this board, it couldn't hurt to ask. Thank you all for reading this and hopefully she'll pull through this if she wants to. BTW, her name is Lace.

Thank you again from the bottom of my heart,

Wendi
 
Wendi, (((hugs))) :( I am so sorry you are going through such a difficult time. I will keep you & Lace in my thoughts.


Debbie


My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was sixty. She's ninety-seven now, and we don't know where the hell she is.
--Ellen Degeneres
 
OMG Wendi. I have been where you are with my horses. I am so sorry. I know how hard it is. Just be at peace with yourself knowing you have done everything you can for Lace. I have lost 4 horses over the years from various causes, and it's difficult. I am certainly praying for you and Lace. I am wishing for the best outcome. Good luck Wendi.



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OMG Wendy, I'm so sorry! I'm keeping you and Lace in my thoughts and sending all the positive energy I've got.
 
Wendy - my heart goes out to you and Lace. You know that now the best thing you can do is to make her comfortable and let her know you're there. I had to put my pony down several years ago - he was very old and had cancer as well. He'd been with me since I was 9, and it was very difficult. But to the end, he was my friend and I was his, and that's the very best you can give to a horse. They are wonderful beings.
 
Wendy, So sorry this is happening. I've been through many similar experiences with my Mules and Horses and Ponies. They are big, but yet so sensitive. I hope all goes well for Lace.:(
 
I am so sorry. I know how hard this is for all of you. Only good thoughts to Lace, you, and your family.
 
Oh, guys, thank you all so much! So far there's no change either for the worse or the better. I've been there many a time when an older one had decided that it was time. And I've been there more than a few times when it was completely hopeless and knew, in no uncertain terms, what the best choice for the horse would be. This one's tough because a)she's still young at 7 b)she's absolutely beautiful!!! c)there are just no definitive answers at this point about how much damage has been done to her central nervous system and what her chances are of recovering enough to lead the comfortable life a broodmare.

I'm sorry to ramble on but Lace and I did want to say a great big thank you to you all...you are truly a wonderful bunch!!!

Fingers are crossed,

Wendi
 

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