<---thanks all of youse for the hugs and support
<---feels better now
<---says it was just a brief, 5 min. wallow in self-pity
<---explains to Catherine that sometimes <--feels sorry for herself for having a son AND a grandson with birth defects when everyone else has perfect babies
<---but repeats that she is OK now and loves her imperfect babies
<---says they are perfect to me
<---LOL at all the cake talk going on
<---really LOL at Shelley's church requirement
<---says if Shelley or any of youse lived close enough to go to my church, <--would bake all of youse cakes as often as youse wanted
<---asks how's that for evangalism'
ETA:<---would call my church the Church of the Batter Day Cakes