I am hesitating right now if I should ask for
advice, because I know all the anwers......(I think)
I guess I just want to share...and see if anybody else can relate
I am trying to hava a baby and I feel really horrible
about what I have done this week. I have been bulimic
since I was 14 but I have been doing really well for the past
4 years. I did it on my own, which took a LOT of hard work.
There were days where I slipped but I got up again.
This time its different. I have that type of personality that
constantly worries about things that can't be controlled and am
always paranoid when others wouldn't. (I have been told this.)
My doctor suggested that I take antidepressant pills (again - tried
one type 5yrs ago and didn't work).
I have pulled myself out of depression and out of bulimia.
I guess I just got scared of what I have done this week and
am scarred that I will harm the baby.
Oh I don't make any sense. Did anybody go through this?
Maybe I did it because I'm scarred to have a baby. I'm not pregnant yet but if I will be I know that I will not do anything
to hurt it.
I check the board every day for the past two years. I respect most
of your opinions and they have helped me a lot with other issues that
some others have brough up.
Thank you
Kathy
advice, because I know all the anwers......(I think)
I guess I just want to share...and see if anybody else can relate
I am trying to hava a baby and I feel really horrible
about what I have done this week. I have been bulimic
since I was 14 but I have been doing really well for the past
4 years. I did it on my own, which took a LOT of hard work.
There were days where I slipped but I got up again.
This time its different. I have that type of personality that
constantly worries about things that can't be controlled and am
always paranoid when others wouldn't. (I have been told this.)
My doctor suggested that I take antidepressant pills (again - tried
one type 5yrs ago and didn't work).
I have pulled myself out of depression and out of bulimia.
I guess I just got scared of what I have done this week and
am scarred that I will harm the baby.
Oh I don't make any sense. Did anybody go through this?
Maybe I did it because I'm scarred to have a baby. I'm not pregnant yet but if I will be I know that I will not do anything
to hurt it.
I check the board every day for the past two years. I respect most
of your opinions and they have helped me a lot with other issues that
some others have brough up.
Thank you
Kathy