hottiescientist
Cathlete
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That's right, insomnia. Freaking insomnia. Again. From Friday night. Again.
I'm thinking about trying to stay awake through it...eat some calorific comfort food and calling my mother (I was waiting until I think her morning prayers would be done). On tap...LIC on 8 inches -- we'll see how I do. I did the step routine only of Low Max on 8 inches and I definitely had moments of struggling...it only got easier by combo 4 or 5 and that's without blasts!
It's weird how stress is such a see saw. Two weeks ago all I could think about is work and despite things not working perfectly at the bench, I'm handling it wayyy better (but still having my moments!) because I'm mostly stressing out about buying the house. Not only did the bank give us less than 30 days to close, the annoying sellers who are almost defaulting on the load if it weren't for us, didn't bother putting on the electricity for us to get the inspections done...why? Because the power company shut off his power because he owes them so much $$$$$$. And why can't the listing agent get it on for 48 hrs? Because her name was on the power bill because she's his gf we just found out. So now *I* have to open an account to a house I may not even buy. ::sigh:: I'm actually rather sympathetic to people in this horrible boat but I just don't understand why we couldn't have been informed about this stuff like a week ago so I could take care of things. I just want to smack them because in the end, if I walk away, its a foreclosure on his credit not a short sale.
There's of course more to vent but I'll save that after I rest up.
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That's right, insomnia. Freaking insomnia. Again. From Friday night. Again.
I'm thinking about trying to stay awake through it...eat some calorific comfort food and calling my mother (I was waiting until I think her morning prayers would be done). On tap...LIC on 8 inches -- we'll see how I do. I did the step routine only of Low Max on 8 inches and I definitely had moments of struggling...it only got easier by combo 4 or 5 and that's without blasts!
It's weird how stress is such a see saw. Two weeks ago all I could think about is work and despite things not working perfectly at the bench, I'm handling it wayyy better (but still having my moments!) because I'm mostly stressing out about buying the house. Not only did the bank give us less than 30 days to close, the annoying sellers who are almost defaulting on the load if it weren't for us, didn't bother putting on the electricity for us to get the inspections done...why? Because the power company shut off his power because he owes them so much $$$$$$. And why can't the listing agent get it on for 48 hrs? Because her name was on the power bill because she's his gf we just found out. So now *I* have to open an account to a house I may not even buy. ::sigh:: I'm actually rather sympathetic to people in this horrible boat but I just don't understand why we couldn't have been informed about this stuff like a week ago so I could take care of things. I just want to smack them because in the end, if I walk away, its a foreclosure on his credit not a short sale.
There's of course more to vent but I'll save that after I rest up.