Hey guys! I'm here and alive. Promise!
Kathy-thanks so much for your PM!
In a nutshell, I've decided to forego the Half this Sunday. It took me a while to realize that's what my mind and my body have been telling me. The training schedule, although NOTHING compared to Kathy's, just knocked the love of running out of me this time around, and that's depressing. I LOVE to run. ANd I want and WILL get back to that point. My toes (rather, just the one at this point), is still giving me trouble. I ran yesterday just for a bit, and again it bled. I can't keep doing that, I really need to let it heal, but I just kept telling myself that I'm just TETING IT OUT! LOL YEAH...testing to see how quickly it will start to bleed! HA! My shins, as well, have me confused to pieces. Not sure what's up with that, but they burned like crazy M,T, and W on my walks to/from work. The LAST thing I want to do is run 13.1 miles with burning shins, bleeding blisters, and a MENTAL state that keeps telling me I don't want to be doing this.
SO...................I'm out. I'm going to pick up my race packet Saturday anyway. Gotta LOVE those freebies. But no Half for me.
On another note, my psyche, as Kathy has predicted, is all in knots. But TODAY I've regrouped and WILL get back on track.
The kids have no school today and tomorrow, so I'm here with my boys, SO's DS and the ex's DS, plus several neighbor boys. So I can't be on the PC too long without having to break up fights or keep the young ones apart from the older ones! lol
I am here in spirit. I'm getting a few things REaligned, including my mental state with the decision to pull out of the race. My fridge is stocked from a long-night cooking last night and today WILL BE CLEAN EATS!
Sorry I can't do personals, and I'm even MORE sorry that I've been a poor excuse for a friend to you gals this week. Please know I'm here and will check in when I get a chance later today!
Gayle