I understand what OP is saying, but I don't feel the same way.
I'm happy for Cathe and her accomplishments also. She makes great workouts. I've told many people who/what has helped me keep a great, positive attitude, slimmed down and able to do 'big girl' pushups on one foot, makes me stand in front of the TV almost every day at 6:45, hands on hips, dripping with sweat and saying out loud, "and, call it a very good day." It's Cathe and crew. They really are like old friends. I wouldn't want to be selfish and keep all this knowledge and fun to myself. The more people that can enjoy her and what she offers the better.
Maybe OP is a little burnt out. I know I can't go too long without measuring my endurance and strength or just getting in a strong, fun with Cathe. Maybe she'll be able to enjoy these great workouts again soon. (((((((((hugs)))))))))))