I just need to vent, so please bear with me. My brother lost his 8 year battle with cancer last week. I have to fly to Detroit for the funeral tomorrow. I have never experienced losing someone close to me and I'm 50. Anyway, during his battle I was blessed with the opportunity to help the family (his children are still young) during these years. Got to know them in ways I never imagined. I don't think it has really sunk in yet. That I believe will happen tomorrow when I see his kids and the rest of my family. So if you have a dispute with a family member please try to work it out. You may loose them sooner then you think. I'm nervous, scared, and shaky. Is this normal? I hope I have nort offended anyone and thank you for letting me vent.