Hey! Back from huckleberry heaven. We got 5.5 gallons!! It completely rejuvenated me. I'm feeling a lot better than I did. Yesterday I started 4DS for the first time, and LOVED IT! It was the first day I worked out in such a long time, and it felt great. My goal this week is to workout 6 days, and to get my eating slowly back on track. Baby steps.

dani

Feel better today about all the negative stuff. Yesterday I wrote this fake "letter" to my dad telling him exactly how I feel, and that felt really good to get all those emotions out instead of bottling them up, even if I never let him read the letter.

Tomorrow we're going on a camping trip in the mountains to pick huckleberries. I'm excited, except the only thing is that last year there was NO bathroom nearby, which means EVERYTHING is done outside! Pooping...

ugg. A cloudy day today, which means I feel like crap. May as well be cloudy - it goes along with my mood. Let me just get it out:

I'm so angry with my family. Long story of how it got this way, but I've got two little boys, ages 4 and 1, and the oldest has only seen my parents once, and the youngest not at all. Now my dad has suddenly returned back into my life (another long story), and although I feel like I should be happy, instead I've been in this deep depression, and I'm...

Am not really in a good place emotionally lately, and thought I needed to start my own blog. Don't know exactly how this works, since I've never had one before, but for now I'll just talk.

I'm in this horrible depression right now, and for some reason I can't dig myself out of it. What set it off were some emotional family issues which have recently been rehashed, and then one cloudy day my body just gave up and said "NO". I was achy and really tired, lost my appetite,...