hi guys. i am trying to be back to normal today. so, my fd - my mom fell on monday night and hurt herself badly. neighbors found her and she went to the er. had some brain bleeding, could not use 1 arm, and is terribly bruised and swollen. her bleeding has stopped, thankfully, she is stable. but guess who she asked to see? my dad
it is self sabatoge. she is not taking care of herself, she cries all the time and takes too many tranqs. no idea why she fell b/c she does not remember, but it may have been a cardiac event as she has bad heart trouble but is refusing a workup
i am scared and very very frustrated. and i hate my dad popping on the scene to assuage his guilty consciense when she is just praying he will feel sorry for her and go back to her. he won't. he has someone else. i now i sound harsh. i am just upset. so, i did stress snack yesterday on nuts and dried fruit, but no chocolate or porcessed food, so that is at least good. dh and i are not arguing,m so that is good. i ran 10 miles this am, so that is good. and i am going to curtail my snacking today! nuff about me.
kate, what a compliment! you do look so youthful. great wo yesterday and today. i am quite sure you are not a lard butt for eating 5 jb's though
katie, you have great willower. i need a ittle something sweet more often - granola bar or piece of choc. but i rarely crave a real dessert. i wish i had your will power! have a good day.
lisa, i never asked, but are you doing cloth diapers? hope you got to run yesterday.
hi everyone - again, sorry for being so self absorbed. it has just been a rough few days. bbl