I am a single mom. I am currently unemployed. I am still being stalked, harrassed and attacked by my ex after leaving him over 2 years ago. Only one thing is keeping me from being carted to the loony bin. My 25+ year love affair with exercise. Bring it on!!!
6/3 -- My active recovery week!
Posted 06-03-2009 at 02:51 PM by pepnchar
Hello -- I finished Meso 2 last week and my active recovery week is consisting of 4 Day Split (I know it's not really recovery, but it works for me!).
It's been really warm outside -- my afternoon clients are cancelling left and right. My morning people come in right on time though. There's something to this a.m. workout business!
The ex has completely lost it now, I don't even know if I can explain it -- not a single word that comes out of that person's mouth is sincere truth. They are all little jabs and manipulations to try and get me to react -- and when I don't react, all hell breaks loose and I fear for my safety. Example -- he wanted to meet last Sunday to take Megan to the zoo. I said fine, take Megan, but I am not going. I can't be around him without feeling completely drained. Besides, if I'm around, he'll just spend the entire day arguing with me and completely ignoring Meg. Well, he hated the fact that I wasn't coming and started to yell and argue with me. Then out of the blue he says he's contemplating dating someone. Frankly, I do not care if and who he decides to date... I said good, now maybe you'll leave me alone. That was not the reaction he wanted, so he got more and more upset -- demanding that I do on this outing with him. I said no -- it's about time with your daughter, not me. Well, about 4:30 Sunday morning he calls and says he's sick and he can't take Meg to the zoo at all. OK fine, Megan and I spend the day at the park. But he calls that afternoon and says he's going to take me to court to get custody of Meg and he's not going to pay child support, blah blah blah. Not another mention of the potential new woman in his life. What is true and what is not? He is too sick to see Meg but he's healthy enough to call me 6 times on SUnday to harrass me? What would have happened if we would have gone to the zoo? WOuld we have made it home safe? I can only wonder.
I am going to end up a statistic, a news headline, aren't I? You'll hear about this crazy stalker guy who tracks me down and kills me. Is that what is destined to happen? I can't escape the insanity, even though I moved an hour away. I really can't take this anymore.
It's been really warm outside -- my afternoon clients are cancelling left and right. My morning people come in right on time though. There's something to this a.m. workout business!
The ex has completely lost it now, I don't even know if I can explain it -- not a single word that comes out of that person's mouth is sincere truth. They are all little jabs and manipulations to try and get me to react -- and when I don't react, all hell breaks loose and I fear for my safety. Example -- he wanted to meet last Sunday to take Megan to the zoo. I said fine, take Megan, but I am not going. I can't be around him without feeling completely drained. Besides, if I'm around, he'll just spend the entire day arguing with me and completely ignoring Meg. Well, he hated the fact that I wasn't coming and started to yell and argue with me. Then out of the blue he says he's contemplating dating someone. Frankly, I do not care if and who he decides to date... I said good, now maybe you'll leave me alone. That was not the reaction he wanted, so he got more and more upset -- demanding that I do on this outing with him. I said no -- it's about time with your daughter, not me. Well, about 4:30 Sunday morning he calls and says he's sick and he can't take Meg to the zoo at all. OK fine, Megan and I spend the day at the park. But he calls that afternoon and says he's going to take me to court to get custody of Meg and he's not going to pay child support, blah blah blah. Not another mention of the potential new woman in his life. What is true and what is not? He is too sick to see Meg but he's healthy enough to call me 6 times on SUnday to harrass me? What would have happened if we would have gone to the zoo? WOuld we have made it home safe? I can only wonder.
I am going to end up a statistic, a news headline, aren't I? You'll hear about this crazy stalker guy who tracks me down and kills me. Is that what is destined to happen? I can't escape the insanity, even though I moved an hour away. I really can't take this anymore.
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I'm praying for you and your daughter that you will be protected from this guy and that he will stop stalking, harrassing and threatening you. I'm also praying for wisdom in this situation that you will know what's the best thing to do and so far your doing the best you can to protect you and your daughter. If there is any way you can file a stalking or restraining order on him that may be your next step. God Bless you and your daughter!! I'm so glad for all the things that you have done and how everything has come together so well for you to start a new life close to your family. And I pray that you will continue to be blessed in this healthy direction you have chosen for your family and that you will be protected and kept safe from him. But also see if there is any way that the law can help you in protecting yourself and daughter from him.
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Twinkletoes! What you said- and how nice to see you!
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Hey Morningstar! I'm still enjoying your blog too!!!
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