I am so sorry! I have had 2 miscarriages, so I know the pain! However, you really convicted me! I am preggo with my 6th and it was a HUGE surprise. We are in career transition which makes finances tight and I have to say that I was not exactly thrilled when 2 lines popped up on the pregnancy test. Howerver, I agree with Briee that each and every child is a gift! Also, I have been so very hesitant to tell many people about this pregnancy because with my 5th child I got more "I am so sorry" because it was my 5th instead of congratulations!! It was very hard on me!! You know I heard a saying once, and I don't know where I heard it at but sometimes I think our world needs to hear it on a daily basis:
"We sign up for a curse, but reject the blessings." This is so true.. we sign up for debt, and other things but reject what truly matters, which is life. Everything will pass away... but not our precious blessings.
I hope everything works out for you